☼ i Think i Have a Disorder....?

(Degree in psychology here .. which makes me absolutely NO expert, but I try) I think you're a normal human being. Which is to say, you're a bit confused about who you are. For your age that's totally normal. I wouldn't want to go through my own teenage years again for any amount of money, and I'm pretty well adjusted now (I think). You don't have to be introverted or extroverted exclusively. If you're a mixture of both then you're doubly blessed (and cursed). What you most need to do is to learn to love yourself. You sound VERY much like you deserve that. I don't say it often enough to young people ... you can't imagine how precious you appear to us oldsters (I'm 56). You ARE precious. Be gentle with yourself.